My blue eyes. My big blue eyes. All the fuss because of my big eyes. Or rather because my eyes are big. Surprisingly, that's what the doctors told me. People who have big eyes are more prone to suffer different eye problems due to abnormal shape/size of an eye. If that had been correctly treated... Continue Reading →
My Blue Eyes PART FOUR
Life in hospitals is governed by their own internal rules. The day starts early, around 6 am and finishes relatively early as well, supper is served around 5 pm. In the meantime there are obligatory health checks, procedures, treatments, surgeries and all other kinds of medical care the patients receive. My hospital days were rather... Continue Reading →
My Blue Eyes PART THREE
Hospitals have always been the places that send shivers down my spine. Maybe because of the overwhelming presence of illnesses, diseases, white aprons, needles and drip-bags everywhere. It always scared me, the mere thought of being sick and treated, staying in a room with strangers without any privacy for a few days, sometimes weeks. I... Continue Reading →
My Blue Eyes PART TWO
The next morning was a bit chilly. Although it was mid-December, it was raining heavily the whole night. The sky was overcast. No chances to see the sun. Despite feeling the heaviness after the moving in my muscles, I woke up pretty early. I noticed it immediately. The familiar symptoms. "Oh God, no. Please let... Continue Reading →
My Blue Eyes PART ONE
2 months ago precisely. I had a clear plan for myself. Everything was set, I was all eager and excited to start again, be back with my life and return to the old streets and buildings that I once liked so much. Except, the unexpected series of events completely ruined it. 2 moths ago I... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 20/10/2019
Everything happens for a reason. And for a reason 9 months ago I decided to move back to my hometown. On one hand, I was fed up with big city life, and all the distressing memories that were haunting me wherever I'd go. I needed a break. On the other hand, I felt I should... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 16/06/2019
Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I've sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 06/05/2019
My life has recently slowed down. I have more free time, I do more things for myself. I don't spend most of my time at work. It doesn't mean I have less work to do, but probably my attitude has changed. I've always wanted to do everything the best I could. I gave a lot;... Continue Reading →
Stay alive. Part Two.
Brian Carter was an aspiring lawyer. He was in his thirties, but due to his unquestionable talent and skills, he soon became one of the experts in the field. His wit, sharp mind, dedication and diligence had led him up in his career at a very fast pace. At the age of 30, he became... Continue Reading →