There’s been this memory on my mind for a couple of days. I’m back in Spain. It’s my Erasmus exchange time. It’s my penultimate night before coming back to my country. I meet A. then. We are talking on a chat and when he gets to know that I am leaving, he suggests that we […]

Be the Shepherd of my lifeKeep the wolves away from meKeep me safe at nightLet me roam freely in the fieldsBut never leaveYour presence is what keeps me safeYou nurture my lifeGive food to my soulCaress my tired bodyCalm my distressed heart Be the Guardian of my peaceGrow the tree of trust in my mindClear […]

( 31/03/19) I’m going to kiss you slowly and softly every inch of your skin I’ll kiss away all sorrows suck away your fears one by one I’m going to caress all your body rub out the uneasy past rub the pleasure back into your skin I’ll touch your very private parts with my love […]

I was sitting in a bar Slowly sipping wine Trying to have fun When I met your ebony eyes You were dressed in white Talking at the bar Entwined with the light When I first saw your smile It came as a surprise Don’t think I romaticize You got me mesmerized I totally fell for […]

There’s an extremely thin line Between love and hatred And I’ve been wondering for a while Whether I’d already crossed it Or if I’m still walking blind Waiting to be elated © Lusessita Kingsley

(13/01/2019) Thank you for your silence when I needed to be talked to I learned to listen to myself I learned my voice is powerful Thank you for your absence When I needed someone to hug I learned to comfort myself on my own I learned self-sufficency Thank you for your indifference When I needed […]

(November 2016)   Morning reflections.   Something has changed.  In me, I guess. Dancing no longer helps, nor does the alcohol. I eat, I drink, I sleep, I go to work. Everything seems to be automatic, though. Days go by, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays… I hardly notice. Thoughts in my head. Thousands of thoughts per minute. None […]

Don’t ask for permission Just come and give it all to me Put it in my mouth Leave it on my lips Smear it in my hair Spread it on my skin like chocolate Let me have it in me Make me feel it Make me choke on it Make me taste it like a […]

(December 2016) Dear Soulmate, What a relief that I finally met you. I was slowly losing hope whether it would ever happen. But it did. It happened so unpredictably that I got lost and scared, at first. I thought I was unable to fall for someone so truly and deeply. And when I felt that […]