Journal of less important matters 16/06/2019

Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I've sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying... Continue Reading →

The Dark Side Of Mine

/15/06/2019/ Last night she died. So don't look for her in the places where she used to stay. She won't be there. She took the last sip of life And walked away. Back to the grave. I won't miss her. This ghost haunted me, Tried to kill me alive Tried to suck my energy out.... Continue Reading →

Maybe

/ 24/03/19/ Maybe I forgive too quickly or forget the bad too fast Maybe I try too many times and give too many chances Maybe it seems I am naive and foolishly trust everyone Maybe I just am who I am and won't change to please anyone Maybe it's my destiny to not fit anywhere... Continue Reading →

On the Pursuit of Happiness. Part Six.

(November 2016)   Morning reflections.   Something has changed.  In me, I guess. Dancing no longer helps, nor does the alcohol. I eat, I drink, I sleep, I go to work. Everything seems to be automatic, though. Days go by, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays... I hardly notice. Thoughts in my head. Thousands of thoughts per minute. None... Continue Reading →

Journal of less important matters. (29/09/2018)

Disappointments are always so awful tasting. They so hard to swallow and the bitter aftertaste stays in your mouth for long. Every time, no matter what happened. These are all the broken expectations, lost hopes and failures. These are the moments of hopelessness, despair and grief. They always follow great anticipation, hope and excitement. They're... Continue Reading →

Dear Friend

Dear Friend, I hope all is well It must be for I haven't heard from you for ages If it were the opposite I'd now be reading monologues of complaints about how the world's unfair I'm writing just to let you know, though, that if you ever need me if things get worse I'll be... Continue Reading →

But she wasn’t

(02/01/2018) But she wasn't enough Her mind wasn't enough Her body wasn't enough Her smile wasn't enough Her words weren't to be heard Her actions weren't to be noticed Her struggles weren't to be seen Her heartaches weren't to be cured Her eyes won't meet yours again Her hands won't clasp yours again Her lips... Continue Reading →

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