Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I’ve sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying […]

/15/06/2019/ Last night she died. So don’t look for her in the places where she used to stay. She won’t be there. She took the last sip of life And walked away. Back to the grave. I won’t miss her. This ghost haunted me, Tried to kill me alive Tried to suck my energy out. […]

/ 24/03/19/ Maybe I forgive too quickly or forget the bad too fast Maybe I try too many times and give too many chances Maybe it seems I am naive and foolishly trust everyone Maybe I just am who I am and won’t change to please anyone Maybe it’s my destiny to not fit anywhere […]

(November 2016)   Morning reflections.   Something has changed. ¬†In me, I guess.¬†Dancing no longer helps, nor does the alcohol. I eat, I drink, I sleep, I go to work. Everything seems to be automatic, though. Days go by, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays… I hardly notice. Thoughts in my head. Thousands of thoughts per minute. None […]

Dear Friend, I hope all is well It must be for I haven’t heard from you for ages If it were the opposite I’d now be reading monologues of complaints about how the world’s unfair I’m writing just to let you know, though, that if you ever need me if things get worse I’ll be […]

(02/01/2018) But she wasn’t enough Her mind wasn’t enough Her body wasn’t enough Her smile wasn’t enough Her words weren’t to be heard Her actions weren’t to be noticed Her struggles weren’t to be seen Her heartaches weren’t to be cured Her eyes won’t meet yours again Her hands won’t clasp yours again Her lips […]