Be the Shepherd of my lifeKeep the wolves away from meKeep me safe at nightLet me roam freely in the fieldsBut never leaveYour presence is what keeps me safeYou nurture my lifeGive food to my soulCaress my tired bodyCalm my distressed heart Be the Guardian of my peaceGrow the tree of trust in my mindClear […]

My blue eyes. My big blue eyes. All the fuss because of my big eyes. Or rather because my eyes are big. Surprisingly, that’s what the doctors told me. People who have big eyes are more prone to suffer different eye problems due to abnormal shape/size of an eye. If that had been correctly treated […]

Life in hospitals is governed by their own internal rules. The day starts early, around 6 am and finishes relatively early as well, supper is served around 5 pm. In the meantime there are obligatory health checks, procedures, treatments, surgeries and all other kinds of medical care the patients receive. My hospital days were rather […]

Hospitals have always been the places that send shivers down my spine. Maybe because of the overwhelming presence of illnesses, diseases, white aprons, needles and drip-bags everywhere. It always scared me, the mere thought of being sick and treated, staying in a room with strangers without any privacy for a few days, sometimes weeks. I […]

Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I’ve sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying […]

/15/06/2019/ Last night she died. So don’t look for her in the places where she used to stay. She won’t be there. She took the last sip of life And walked away. Back to the grave. I won’t miss her. This ghost haunted me, Tried to kill me alive Tried to suck my energy out. […]

/ 24/03/19/ Maybe I forgive too quickly or forget the bad too fast Maybe I try too many times and give too many chances Maybe it seems I am naive and foolishly trust everyone Maybe I just am who I am and won’t change to please anyone Maybe it’s my destiny to not fit anywhere […]

(November 2016)   Morning reflections.   Something has changed. ¬†In me, I guess.¬†Dancing no longer helps, nor does the alcohol. I eat, I drink, I sleep, I go to work. Everything seems to be automatic, though. Days go by, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays… I hardly notice. Thoughts in my head. Thousands of thoughts per minute. None […]