My blue eyes. My big blue eyes. All the fuss because of my big eyes. Or rather because my eyes are big. Surprisingly, that's what the doctors told me. People who have big eyes are more prone to suffer different eye problems due to abnormal shape/size of an eye. If that had been correctly treated... Continue Reading →
Life in hospitals is governed by their own internal rules. The day starts early, around 6 am and finishes relatively early as well, supper is served around 5 pm. In the meantime there are obligatory health checks, procedures, treatments, surgeries and all other kinds of medical care the patients receive. My hospital days were rather... Continue Reading →
Hospitals have always been the places that send shivers down my spine. Maybe because of the overwhelming presence of illnesses, diseases, white aprons, needles and drip-bags everywhere. It always scared me, the mere thought of being sick and treated, staying in a room with strangers without any privacy for a few days, sometimes weeks. I... Continue Reading →
The next morning was a bit chilly. Although it was mid-December, it was raining heavily the whole night. The sky was overcast. No chances to see the sun. Despite feeling the heaviness after the moving in my muscles, I woke up pretty early. I noticed it immediately. The familiar symptoms. "Oh God, no. Please let... Continue Reading →
Today will be more of a personal post. I feel like I should explain myself to my friends and family for being so unavailable in the past months. I hope you'll understand as it was a very important time in my life. I became absent to most of social events. Whenever someone wanted to reach... Continue Reading →
Brian Carter was an aspiring lawyer. He was in his thirties, but due to his unquestionable talent and skills, he soon became one of the experts in the field. His wit, sharp mind, dedication and diligence had led him up in his career at a very fast pace. At the age of 30, he became... Continue Reading →
(November 2016) Morning reflections. Something has changed. In me, I guess. Dancing no longer helps, nor does the alcohol. I eat, I drink, I sleep, I go to work. Everything seems to be automatic, though. Days go by, Mondays, Tuesdays, Wednesdays... I hardly notice. Thoughts in my head. Thousands of thoughts per minute. None... Continue Reading →
Disappointments are always so awful tasting. They so hard to swallow and the bitter aftertaste stays in your mouth for long. Every time, no matter what happened. These are all the broken expectations, lost hopes and failures. These are the moments of hopelessness, despair and grief. They always follow great anticipation, hope and excitement. They're... Continue Reading →
My little hollow. My little hollow. It's how I talk about that place. My favorite hollow. My 22m2, no more. My very first apartment. Just on my own. And just round the corner of one of the most popular squares in the city. When I think about that place there was nothing special about it.... Continue Reading →
(November 2016) On Lost and Found The peculiar thing about life is that when you care much about something, very often this thing vanishes or is totally unavailable for you. It’s the same with people. You care much about someone and they just take this for granted. But because you care so much, you try not... Continue Reading →
Lusessita Kingsley 