Confession. Since I was a child, freedom, justice and truth were of the highest importance for me. I know that in our culture it's assumed that children know nothing and that they don't have voice, and that parents must tell them what they should be like, but it's a very false point of view. Children... Continue Reading →
Such a peculiar thing this life is. One year ago, in fact even last week, I was sitting and remembering my Icelandic days. I truly missed the place, its vibes and the stress-free life I'd lead there. I even started to think how it'd be like to be back, to start all over again there.... Continue Reading →
Sometimes what we want is not exactly what we need. Sometimes we focus on what we want so much that we completely ignore the red flags, warnings, and other signs with a very visible "NO" attached to them. Sometimes we want something so much because we need to prove to ourselves that we are capable,... Continue Reading →
Everything happens for a reason. And for a reason 9 months ago I decided to move back to my hometown. On one hand, I was fed up with big city life, and all the distressing memories that were haunting me wherever I'd go. I needed a break. On the other hand, I felt I should... Continue Reading →
This morning was quite slow and lazy. I didn't have any errands to run, nothing urgent to arrange. I decided on a little lie-in. I like such cosy mornings. Wrapped up in bed linen, I was watching trees gently dancing in the wind outside. I imagined how it'd be if we were together then... I... Continue Reading →
Writer's block or too much work? Or both? Something has stopped me from writing. Seems to me like thoughts in my head were way too incomprehensible to be shared with others. I took some off to think. To observe what was there inside me. A lot of difficult reflections and a few surprising conclusions. Most... Continue Reading →
I believe that love is happiness. True love puts smile on your face, gives you this pleasant feeling of warmth in your stomach, puts you at ease, gives you energy to act. Love feels good, gentle, easy. If you get stressed or experience strange sensation in your stomach, or your hands start to shake, this... Continue Reading →
I had a dream last night. The old house was falling down. The mice were gnawing holes in the floor. The od cats were sleeping. The young one drew near me. The Tarot reading showed a card "Death". This is the end, this is the end. And I love to see the old house collapse... Continue Reading →
Today is one of those days when your head feels heavier, eyes more sensitive. Maybe it's the wine yesterday or just tiredness of the long working week. The usual thing I'd do in the past was to sit with a pen and write as many "depressive poems", as I call them, as I could. Today... Continue Reading →
We live in very strange times. Times when having feelings, being emotional is considered anomaly. When you show your emotions, be it anger, happiness or grief, they call you a fool maladjusted to living in modern society. As if having emotions was something bad. Who and when decided that we must follow the mind, be... Continue Reading →
Lusessita Kingsley 