Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I’ve sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying […]

/15/06/2019/ Last night she died. So don’t look for her in the places where she used to stay. She won’t be there. She took the last sip of life And walked away. Back to the grave. I won’t miss her. This ghost haunted me, Tried to kill me alive Tried to suck my energy out. […]

/22/04/19/ I’m not upset Nor am I angry Sad? No, that’s gone since long ago But I do have some certain feelings I’ve been like that For quite a while Look at me and see it I miss you I long your soft embrace I crave to hear your gentle voice Learn to read My […]

Whenever I come across any article about healing from traumatic experiences, their authors stress the importance of accepting and forgiving; both yourself and the person who hurt you. According to various specialists, that’s the most difficult part of the healing process. Lately, I’ve been having flashbacks of events from my life that I thought were […]

Today will be more of a personal post. I feel like I should explain myself to my friends and family for being so unavailable in the past months. I hope you’ll understand as it was a very important time in my life. I became absent to most of social events. Whenever someone wanted to reach […]

This time four years ago I moved to the island of ice and fire, and wind as I learnt later. That was the beginning of my transformation, self-discovery, shedding off the masks I’d hide behind, coming back to my roots. That was the awakening of my creative forces and their translation into words. That was […]

There’s an extremely thin line Between love and hatred And I’ve been wondering for a while Whether I’d already crossed it Or if I’m still walking blind Waiting to be elated © Lusessita Kingsley

and yetthis mere thoughtof giving upmakes me feelso disgustedmakes me feelso horrified and yetsome thingsare unavoidableI’ve waited way too longfor you to show upfor you to come along and yetit’s shamefulthat I’ll settle fora man who will only talk too mucha man who can onlydo so little I don’t want to be on my own […]