Sometimes what we want is not exactly what we need. Sometimes we focus on what we want so much that we completely ignore the red flags, warnings, and other signs with a very visible “NO” attached to them. Sometimes we want something so much because we need to prove to ourselves that we are capable, […]
My blue eyes. My big blue eyes. All the fuss because of my big eyes. Or rather because my eyes are big. Surprisingly, that’s what the doctors told me. People who have big eyes are more prone to suffer different eye problems due to abnormal shape/size of an eye. If that had been correctly treated […]
Life in hospitals is governed by their own internal rules. The day starts early, around 6 am and finishes relatively early as well, supper is served around 5 pm. In the meantime there are obligatory health checks, procedures, treatments, surgeries and all other kinds of medical care the patients receive. My hospital days were rather […]
Hospitals have always been the places that send shivers down my spine. Maybe because of the overwhelming presence of illnesses, diseases, white aprons, needles and drip-bags everywhere. It always scared me, the mere thought of being sick and treated, staying in a room with strangers without any privacy for a few days, sometimes weeks. I […]
The next morning was a bit chilly. Although it was mid-December, it was raining heavily the whole night. The sky was overcast. No chances to see the sun. Despite feeling the heaviness after the moving in my muscles, I woke up pretty early. I noticed it immediately. The familiar symptoms. “Oh God, no. Please let […]
2 months ago precisely. I had a clear plan for myself. Everything was set, I was all eager and excited to start again, be back with my life and return to the old streets and buildings that I once liked so much. Except, the unexpected series of events completely ruined it. 2 moths ago I […]
Everything happens for a reason. And for a reason 9 months ago I decided to move back to my hometown. On one hand, I was fed up with big city life, and all the distressing memories that were haunting me wherever I’d go. I needed a break. On the other hand, I felt I should […]
This morning was quite slow and lazy. I didn’t have any errands to run, nothing urgent to arrange. I decided on a little lie-in. I like such cosy mornings. Wrapped up in bed linen, I was watching trees gently dancing in the wind outside. I imagined how it’d be if we were together then… I […]
/13/07/2019/ The night when I met you…The world ceased to exist. It was like a thunderbolt from heaven. You lit up the place. I couldn’t take my eyes off you.I’d secretly peep on you, trying to check whether you were interested in me as well.That night. It was something I’d never experienced. Those sparkles, the […]
I believe that love is happiness. True love puts smile on your face, gives you this pleasant feeling of warmth in your stomach, puts you at ease, gives you energy to act. Love feels good, gentle, easy. If you get stressed or experience strange sensation in your stomach, or your hands start to shake, this […]
