Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I’ve sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying […]

/15/06/2019/ Last night she died. So don’t look for her in the places where she used to stay. She won’t be there. She took the last sip of life And walked away. Back to the grave. I won’t miss her. This ghost haunted me, Tried to kill me alive Tried to suck my energy out. […]

/ 24/03/19/ Maybe I forgive too quickly or forget the bad too fast Maybe I try too many times and give too many chances Maybe it seems I am naive and foolishly trust everyone Maybe I just am who I am and won’t change to please anyone Maybe it’s my destiny to not fit anywhere […]

/26/03/19/ And those demons that still skulk from behind your back. They don’t love you, nor they wish you well. If they did, they’d let you go long ago… They still haunt you, though, because they’re afraid to be left alone. They know it well that when it happens they won’t have no one to […]

/22/04/19/ I’m not upset Nor am I angry Sad? No, that’s gone since long ago But I do have some certain feelings I’ve been like that For quite a while Look at me and see it I miss you I long your soft embrace I crave to hear your gentle voice Learn to read My […]

Whenever I come across any article about healing from traumatic experiences, their authors stress the importance of accepting and forgiving; both yourself and the person who hurt you. According to various specialists, that’s the most difficult part of the healing process. Lately, I’ve been having flashbacks of events from my life that I thought were […]

(12/04/19) I’m afraid the decision has been made. After all this time of struggling inside. After all the tears soaked in a pillow. After all the pain I suffered alone. After all the nerves I lost too frequently. After all that I finally made up my mind. I love you and will always do.