Ironically, when you long for love and attention of this one particular person very often you don’t get anything from them. That makes you sad and disappointed. You blame yourself for this, you believe that you aren’t good enough to receive their love. You starve yourself, hurt yourself physically. You believe that when you disappear, […]
Category: Short stories
On the Pursuit of Happiness. Part Two.
(November 2016) The actual beginnings. My first difficulty came when I arrived to the place I was supposed to live. It was a house I was sharing with the local people living in the town I chose to settle for the start. I couldn’t relate to them at all. Their way of acting, manners and […]
Journal of less important matters (08/09/2017)
Sunday reflections over a cup of coffee It’s Sunday. As usual, I’m sitting with a cup of coffee and thinking the things over. The recent months were pretty hard for me. There were a lot of disappointing moments, heartbreaks, lost chances and disillusionments. Back then, I really thought I couldn’t have been suffering more. It […]
On the Pursuit of Happiness. Part One.
(November 2016) New Beginnings. Take a deep breath. Breathe out. Repeat. And again. Try to keep focused. Count to ten then breathe again and stay focused. I keep telling myself this all the time these days. It’s difficult. My mind keeps drifting away from today’s reality. I am already thinking about all the changes that […]
Stay alive. Part One.
(16/08/2018) I grew tired. I guess from the unceasing and overwhelming influx of information. From everyone. From everywhere. Everything is great. Work is great, family is great, holidays were great, the movie was absolutely great, the dinner – great. Constant thumb up. I observe the great lives of different people; those famous and those private. […]
