(12/04/19) I'm afraid the decision has been made. After all this time of struggling inside. After all the tears soaked in a pillow. After all the pain I suffered alone. After all the nerves I lost too frequently. After all that I finally made up my mind. I love you and will always do.
„I’ll sleep calm at night”
(02/04/19) I'll sleep calm at night For I know that If it was The last day Of my life I did my best Today To make it count I did everything To not regret The things undone For this I'll sleep calm at night
„I set myself free”
(02/04/19) I set myself free From all obligations I believed I had to fulfill I owe nothing to no one I did my best I no longer push myself I no longer force anything I set myself free From the burden Of dying to know what's next to come © Lusessita Kingsley
Your ebony eyes
I was sitting in a bar Slowly sipping wine Trying to have fun When I met your ebony eyes You were dressed in white Talking at the bar Entwined with the light When I first saw your smile It came as a surprise Don't think I romaticize You got me mesmerized I totally fell for... Continue Reading →
Thin Line
There's an extremely thin line Between love and hatred And I've been wondering for a while Whether I'd already crossed it Or if I'm still walking blind Waiting to be elated © Lusessita Kingsley
Thank you for your silence
(13/01/2019) Thank you for your silence when I needed to be talked to I learned to listen to myself I learned my voice is powerful Thank you for your absence When I needed someone to hug I learned to comfort myself on my own I learned self-sufficency Thank you for your indifference When I needed... Continue Reading →
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and yetthis mere thoughtof giving upmakes me feelso disgustedmakes me feelso horrified and yetsome thingsare unavoidableI've waited way too longfor you to show upfor you to come along and yetit's shamefulthat I'll settle fora man who will only talk too mucha man who can onlydo so little I don't want to be on my own... Continue Reading →
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(02/01/2019) And for all those months my heart would always skip a beat every time I feared you wouldn’t fight for me... © Lusessita Kingsley
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Excerpt from "2 A.M." poemfull poem here
It’s time
It's time for meto be rewardedfor all the loveI've givenand never gotten any in return It's time for me to be rewardedfor all the painI've sufferedbut never askedfor any of it It's time for me to be rewarded for all the lonelinessI've encounteredand ever since carried with me It's time for meto be rewardedfor the darknessI've acquaintedbut never wantedto... Continue Reading →
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