Brazen it out, brazen it out, deny it, delude yourself. Whatever you do, but the problem will still be there. I've sat at the computer with an attempt to write about the disconnectedness from feelings that is so common nowadays, denying the truth, fearing to fight for what you love, etc. While I was trying... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 07/06/2019
Whenever I come across any article about healing from traumatic experiences, their authors stress the importance of accepting and forgiving; both yourself and the person who hurt you. According to various specialists, that's the most difficult part of the healing process. Lately, I've been having flashbacks of events from my life that I thought were... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 19/05/2019
"I must have been a very unhappy person", I thought yesterday while listening to the birds singing outside. I wasn't aware of so many beautiful things happening around me. I was too focused on myself, my suffering and pain. I had a good reason for that, but somehow I got lost in my thoughts so... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters 06/05/2019
My life has recently slowed down. I have more free time, I do more things for myself. I don't spend most of my time at work. It doesn't mean I have less work to do, but probably my attitude has changed. I've always wanted to do everything the best I could. I gave a lot;... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters. (29/09/2018)
Disappointments are always so awful tasting. They so hard to swallow and the bitter aftertaste stays in your mouth for long. Every time, no matter what happened. These are all the broken expectations, lost hopes and failures. These are the moments of hopelessness, despair and grief. They always follow great anticipation, hope and excitement. They're... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters (26/08/2018)
Because when I looked into your eyes I saw the Universe glowing in million of colors. It was that simple. Your eyes, two black diamonds reflecting the light beams; they had all the answers. The yearning gaze following my every move and gesture. The tender smile on your face when I approach you. The sweetness of your... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters (24/08/2018)
Ironically, when you long for love and attention of this one particular person very often you don’t get anything from them. That makes you sad and disappointed. You blame yourself for this, you believe that you aren't good enough to receive their love. You starve yourself, hurt yourself physically. You believe that when you disappear,... Continue Reading →
Journal of less important matters (08/09/2017)
Sunday reflections over a cup of coffee It's Sunday. As usual, I'm sitting with a cup of coffee and thinking the things over. The recent months were pretty hard for me. There were a lot of disappointing moments, heartbreaks, lost chances and disillusionments. Back then, I really thought I couldn't have been suffering more. It... Continue Reading →
Lusessita Kingsley 